I don't know, but every time I watch Silent Sanctuary's Hiling music video, i shed tears.

Perhaps because I knew I'd be able to relate to its story. Well, just part of it. There was a couple, and the guy needed to go abroad and pursue his dream. The girl got pregnant and didn't inform the guy. She let him go. And after several years, they met accidentally. She's now a mother, and he's now a doctor. The guy wasn't able to know his son. And they parted ways.

I think I can relate to the part where my guy will go abroad to pursue a career. He's now waiting for his plane ticket to be given by the agency. So no definite date yet. But for sure, it'll be this year.

You know what's hard? It's not knowing how many days are left before he goes. I wish we could spend the remaining days together. It's so hard to accept that I won't be able to see him when I want to. Or to hear his voice everyday because it's costly to call overseas. Yes there's the internet. But can we go online everyday?

The last time we're together, I cried in front of him. I just couldn't hold back the tears. It's too painful just the mere thought of him riding a plane, walking away from me. Waiting is the most excruciating pain.

My Christmas will be gloomy. *sigh*

As for now, I'll make each day happy and memorable for both of us. While he's still here beside me. Long distance relationships are risky. But I'll take the risk, if it's for our future. :'(

Wala kami sa top 3.

We just couldn't accept it.

Bitter, yes.

BBB? omg. What a joke!

And the sour-grapers na kunwari ok lang sa kanila, pero naghuhumiyaw ang puso sa panghihinayang. awts.
At least we admit na talagang bitter kami. e kayo??

Great pretenders.

WE STILL LOVE YOU SALINGGAWI!