I MISS HIM.

I MISS HIM SO, SO MUCH.

And we'll be celebrating our 6th anniversary a week from now. :'(

I don't know, but every time I watch Silent Sanctuary's Hiling music video, i shed tears.

Perhaps because I knew I'd be able to relate to its story. Well, just part of it. There was a couple, and the guy needed to go abroad and pursue his dream. The girl got pregnant and didn't inform the guy. She let him go. And after several years, they met accidentally. She's now a mother, and he's now a doctor. The guy wasn't able to know his son. And they parted ways.

I think I can relate to the part where my guy will go abroad to pursue a career. He's now waiting for his plane ticket to be given by the agency. So no definite date yet. But for sure, it'll be this year.

You know what's hard? It's not knowing how many days are left before he goes. I wish we could spend the remaining days together. It's so hard to accept that I won't be able to see him when I want to. Or to hear his voice everyday because it's costly to call overseas. Yes there's the internet. But can we go online everyday?

The last time we're together, I cried in front of him. I just couldn't hold back the tears. It's too painful just the mere thought of him riding a plane, walking away from me. Waiting is the most excruciating pain.

My Christmas will be gloomy. *sigh*

As for now, I'll make each day happy and memorable for both of us. While he's still here beside me. Long distance relationships are risky. But I'll take the risk, if it's for our future. :'(

Wala kami sa top 3.

We just couldn't accept it.

Bitter, yes.

BBB? omg. What a joke!

And the sour-grapers na kunwari ok lang sa kanila, pero naghuhumiyaw ang puso sa panghihinayang. awts.
At least we admit na talagang bitter kami. e kayo??

Great pretenders.

WE STILL LOVE YOU SALINGGAWI!

I waited for eight months. Eight long months. I expected a lot.

Am I disappointed? A bit. Reading the book several times before the movie wasn’t a good idea. I noticed so many differences between the book and the film. Well, it’s an adaptation. I should live with it.

But it’s surprisingly funny! Ron made me laugh so hard. Bellatrix is vicious and cunning. Luna is oh so charming. I love her spectrespecs!

It could have been better if Dobby and Kreacher were in the movie. And the moments in the pensieve were limited to 2 or 3. Tom Riddle in HP2 is not the Tom Riddle in HP6. The former is better and more handsome. :p

And the scene in the Burrow should happen only in DH! And it was not even burnt.

The Snape-Harry ‘coward’-ly scene was not so action-packed. Dumbledore’s death wasn’t able to make me shed tears. Dunno. Perhaps I just ecpected a lot. But what the heck, it’s still Harry Potter!

Kudos to the team for the amazing effects. Watching it in IMAX is a dream come true for me!

May mga bagay na sadyang hindi para sayo.


Mga pangarap na hanggang pangarap na lang.


May mga bituing hindi mo masisilayan.
Mga lamok na hindi mo kayang patayin.
Mga pintong hindi mo maisara.
At mga lapis na walang tinta.

Sabi nila (sinong nila?), walang imposible sa taong determinado at nagsusumikap. Siguro nga. Napakadali nga lang ng buhay. Ginagawa lang komplikado ng sarili mong kahinaan.

Ang mga bituin, lumabas ka ng bahay para iyong masilayan.


Ang mga lamok, ipitin mo ng iyong mga palad para mamatay.


Ang pinto, ipinid mo para iyong maisara.


At ang lapis, tandaang mong hindi kailangan ng tinta.